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| Henceforth, I have decided to throw in all of my effort into - something else. Studying, some of you say, cringing. Of course, without doubt, there is a streak in the most hard-headed of us here who, at times, yearn to set our textbooks aflame and just party the night away with wild abandon. Truth be told, if you're looking for the guilty you need only look in the mirror, as V says, and most of us here have to proceed, whether our teachers have to drag us along kicking and screaming or not, with our O levels. It is thus here that I would like to announce, regretfully, that I am taking just a teensiest little break from spewing all these frequent bouts of projectile I call my blog entries. Pertaining to the little pocket of time we have left before the prelims frenzy and whatnot, I would hereby like to quote my favourite (at least, until before lit o's) playwright, Tenessee Williams. "The monosyllable of the clock is Loss, Loss, Loss, unless you devote your heart to its opposition." Enlightening, yes? Goodbye everyone, and til the end of o's.  PS. Pardon the gayness and the stupid language. But I want an A1 for english. Because. -wriggles eyebrows- | | |
| I received all my results today. Lit was depressing, to say the least.
"A miserable 4", so to say, from my form t. I go through everyday not without thoughts of what I want to become in the future on my mind, drifting somewhere amid the jumble of fear and despair of what I am not. I feel lost without something to aim for. It is frightening.
I really do badly want to scream and pummel the wall, much as I know my hands are fragile (compared to the wall).
They say the truth sets us all free, but does it really? Maybe, in the case of Glass Menagerie. :/
But srsly, right now, I dont think so. It's brought to light much more alarming realities which, I feel, is driving me towards insanity. It's harder keeping my sanity in check right now; it's showing through the cracks. Deep down, I know school is just a living hell of repetition. I try not to think about that much, but it's failing miserably. I miss playing the trombone. Yucks so emo. | | |
| Shopped everyday since friday.  Explains my the state of my finances right now. Uh oh. D:
I srsly need a financial consultant! Or I can marry a banker (HAHA ew). I don't know whether to DSA to vj. :/ Have to look at mids first, probably receiving back tomorrow. life=boring. And I though studying was a pain in the ass. Am deciding to read some chim chinese business mags from china my sister's school keeps ordering. Chinese o's is irritating. Cannot go so many places. | | |
| Today=boring+funny+sleepy Had interhouse games first thing in the morning. Lavania's doraemon bookmark was damn cute, I like HAHAHAHA. Then crapped with aish all the way. Guess what chummies, discovered another slash H/Dr fan. -wriggles eyebrows-
Digress: I know the diff b/w HP/DR and DR/HP readyyyyy, liv liv. AHA. But you should have just told me out loud all the same, it's not porn or anything at all. -.-
We were talking about fanfic plotlines and sucky plotlines following the aftermath of the writer's guild strike some time ago, resulting in complicated goings-on in Heroes (season 2). I don't understand the hiro nakamura going back in time part. :S
But srsly, we talked for very long about weird shippings to, like V/HP. then bussed hm with levia the spider whom I pulled along to go cheers (sorry! ^^;; ). | | |
| I wanted to reread Streetcar Named Desire (not romance dammit ;p) but it disappeared. And shirley returned pet semetary before I could even proceed on to the very third chapter. Then I'm going to the lib this wkend to get twilight (skipped twilight but read the rest, slow I know).
Books=my boyfriend HAHA okay so geek. But wtver, geeks are cool. But exams are over, I should really enjoy myself. Speaking of which, me and levia went jfm's hse to party ourselves (with wild abandon, duhhh  ), pigging out, fooling arnd with ddr (dance dance revolutn, for those who seldom frequent arcades) and fooling around with katamari while me and levia devoured jfm's numerous mags. I think she buys every 8 days issue okay, specially just to "catch [her] korean show".
Spent almost 5 hrs at her hse. Was it funnn. I wonder if liv liv suntanned with celine and co. Heh heh, cant imagine her wearing spag.  Hayley (paramoreeeee)'s make-up is so cool, I want make-up like that for prom.  her carrot microphone | | |
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